This is the seventh and final post of What Could Have Been; a series looking at what could have happened in the lives of musical artists that left this earth before their time. I will be combining fact with fiction to try to paint a picture of their un-lived years.
Kurt Cobain wrote music that defined a generation. He convinced people of emotions they never knew they had. Often feeling confounded and misunderstood, would Cobain ever have gotten to a place where he felt unconstricted by the media’s mold? What was in store for America’s last rock icon? Join me as we take a look at What Could Have Been:
The spring of 1994 was an ever-turbulent time for Nirvana and their frontman Kurt Cobain. After a short stint in a detox program in L.A., Cobain unexpectedly found an armed John Nathanson at his Lake Washington home. An electrician, Nathanson was given keys to the estate during Cobain’s stay in California. The startled Cobain managed to knock Nathanson’s 12-gauge shotgun from his grasp. The
gun discharged lodging a number of pellets in the left side of Cobain’s face. A short struggle ensued before a nearby neighbor who had heard the blast was able to break the two men up. Nathanson took off running and was found three days later stowed away on a crabbing boat docked in Seattle. During the trial, shocking evidence surfaced linking Nathanson with Cobain’s wife Courtney Love. The story monopolized the news in the summer of ’94. Phone records showed a suspicious number of calls between the two individuals, and over $20,000 cash was found in Nathanson’s apartment, believed to be a pay-off for Cobain’s murder. The case finally turned against Love, when calligrapher Stacy Collins testified that she was offered $8,000 to write a suicide note in Cobain’s handwriting. In September of 1994, Love was found guilty of attempted first degree murder. She is currently halfway through serving her 34-year sentence at Washington Corrections Center for Women. She and Cobain divorced in 1995.
Doctors were able to restore Cobain’s sight in his left eye; however, he sustained permanent scars and hearing loss in his left ear from the gun wound. Prior to the shooting, investigation, and trial, Nirvana had canceled their summer shows including a headlining slot at Chicago’s Lollapalooza. Nirvana dissolved as band members Dave Grohl and Krist Novoselic started bands during the legal issues and press storm surrounding Cobain after the time of his shooting.
Cobain did not return to music until the 1998 release of his triple album Come. It consisted of 3 separate 10-song EPs released 4 months apart. In a 1993 interview, Cobain vented his frustrations as an artist saying, “Why in the hell do journalists insist on coming up with a second-rate Freudian evaluation of my lyrics, when 90 percent of the time they’ve transcribed them incorrectly?” Cobain used the substance of this quote as a sort of structure for Come; each of the three albums was named after a respective stage in Sigmund Freud’s hierarchy of the self to structure the three-part album. Id, the first release, was based on the frustrations and misgivings surrounding his parents’ divorce; an event that greatly shaped his childhood. The second release Ego, consisted of Cobain’s experiences with religion and relationships. Finally, Super-Ego was more philosophical in nature. The triptych album was enormously successful. More and more anticipation grew between each release. Cobain received nine Grammy Awards for Come making it one of the most critically and commercially successful albums ever. This September 24 marks the 20th anniversary of Nirvana’s Nevermind album. The trio is planning a three-day outdoor festival in Seattle, Washington.
In 2000, Cobain spread his acting wings taking part in Morrison and Tarantino’s film Good & Early, a prequel to The Late Great (1993). Cobain played wild and excentric drummer Phil Astor in the film; the character was the direct opposite of the haunted and brooding rock star persona that Cobain had built over the years. Cobain received high praise for his performance taking home Best Actor in a Supporting Role at the 2001 Academy Awards.
Though he is not currently singing or acting, Cobain remains a staple in the headlines. His longtime relationship with actress Jennifer Anniston and his sarcastic and satirical posts on Twitter are ample material for the tabloids. Cobain is set to be a judge in the next season of American Idol. Of the opportunity he says, “Will I lose credibility? Probably. Do I care? Not really. Music has been huge in my life… I just hope I can help somebody get the opportunity that I was given.”
Thanks for your readership. Tune in this week for a concluding post.